Our First

Location : Tunestone Studio
Date : 30th August
Time : 9 - 1am



Picture courtesy thanks to boy boy. And LD for the camvideo.

Highlights of the day :

Christ put on eyeliner and took half an hour to set up his Jrock style hair. He stole the limelight even before the show starts..hahaha

Mansyah put on a Jester hat, acting like a clown, making fun, loosening the hot atmosphere..hehe

Meng's wah-wah pedal decided to go haywire just right before our turn, he end up not using it, frusfrated.

San J's punk hair lost to Christ this time. haha...and he didn't took out his shirt after the first song...thought that was his plan..ish..hahaha

Kimfatt forgot some of the lyrics and just sing whatever comes in mind, and accidentally ter-switch off the mic twice...what a fool ! and his screaming was the mildest compared to all the jiwang jiwang metal screamer band tonight..HAHAHA

Every Fallen Thursday was lucky enough to take out the show before the 30 mins countdown to Merdeka. Yeah !

Thanks alot to my fatty, Teck and the Kurakuras' who came for the moral support and cheered for us. Else i wouldn't have got the chances to walk down to the audience and do high 5 with you guys also... that was cool...and it was my first time...hahaa.. well, not to forgot the bandmate's friends, who gave us some constructive comments after the gig.

The show was a good one i guessed, despite some minor mistake here and there. Well, everyone have their first time. This is ours. And we will learn from this experience ! more to come and long way to go !

Plug-in Baby ! Rock on !

Motivation

Motivation is the best medicine to keep you going ..sometimes..or maybe all the time. Be able to accept criticizing from friends especially those involved is better. Learn to accept every other's strength and preferences is not easy, if you're always in search for perfection and how you think this and that should be. I guess everyone just wanna be in their comfort zone, doing their most usual bits, and when they are high enough, showing off that extra hardwork. While, some people, they have so much more in them that you haven't see, just that a lack of confident and experience skid them off, they need exposure. Some people, you need to keep pushing them...you push push and push...at the end, they push themselves further than you've expected, bringing better results. Its a really good satisfaction to see that, as you felt that, they are doing it for the passion, for themselves and not because we are pushing them anymore. Some people, enjoy what they do and don't give a damn of what's happening around them, which is a good and can be a bad thing too, because they might not know they weren't doing the correct thing at the correct time. Some people, they think big, admit themselves that they are arrogant, doing what they can to get that extra attention, that extra intentions. But can be lazy and laid back at times, giving excuses for their mistakes or blame it on something else. Ha.

People like me...i think im a bit of everything. Which i dun think is that good either..hahahaha...

" you have so much more in you than you think you are "

Upon hearig, that made my night, it gives me that extra lil confidence, assuring me im what i am. Maybe it is just flattering, but still, it motivates me.. heh !

Motivation keeps you going..
Motivation keeps you inspire...
Motivation is the best medicine to keep you going !

The Cert

lil' ceremony :)

Pizza Cheesy Bite

i pull i pull i pull i pulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll .....yeah yeahh ... anyone can break my record hahahaha :)

lazy cat

damn lazyyy....

EFT

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Prepare is prepared la. But it may turn out sucky as it is our first gig. hahaha..

wednesday

bad..bad...
bad jammin session..

the tense is up there
drummer screwed up
Meng stop and stare
others stand and sigh
i breath and close my eyes

the tense is up there
counting down remaining time
not the time to make fun
unless we dun mind to be make fun

i guessed it kinda affects my mood
i felt dissappointed for the session
i skipped my supper
and i think i made her worried

doesnt matter what i say
i will be ok after today
but i might still mean what i said

hope tomolo is a good day

Spotted dick

It was a bad week-end. Was so damn fucking pissed off mode on Friday, what else but work stuffs. What will you do when you are so pissed off, at the same time you are so damn tired and you just want to sleep, but you're stuck in the most crucial jam at peak hours.. terrible lehhh..

Still couldn't resist to just sleep Friday night away just like that. Join the gang and catch Nacho Libre..hahahaha...seriously...damn funny....dun mind watching it again, makes you feel stupid though..hahaha..



Bev was passing her nasi lemak egg yolk to kk, something plink plink happened in between and the egg yolk end up in kk's milo ais ! HAHAHAHAHAA... he actually ate it after that...:)

Tried this new spot, Asian Kopitiam, somewhere near Klang Parade. Ok la.. nice environment, nothing much different from Oldtown Kopitiam actually..hhmm..lazed around KP with the gals after that and end up bought a pack of underwears and skate shoe...spent money again..ish..hahaha...well, im not the only one anyway..ehhehe...



Why do i always act like this when this gal is around....hahahahaHA

Either coincidence or Klang is just small, bumped into the other kurakura's, interrogating each other why not asking each other out, no wonder phone so silent..hahaha..lame. End up calling out the rest of the gang for dinner. Check into Tesco after dinner, end up doing silly things and lepak around. haha..



Food craft !



Damn...Tesco's copywriter !!!!! of all the words ....spotted dick ??? the writer must be gay..hahahaha...jk. What does spotted dick means as in the picture ? there's a food called dick ? now its spotted ? ahhahaa..i dunno man.



Again...rempah ikan STIM segera...ps : pedas somemore !!!!!! hahahahahaa...

Had a small gathering at CW's apartment this afternoon, to close the "ceremony" of the badminton competition game that we finished last month...talk about procastination..ahha... i hope everyone like the cert. Too bad no pictures of it with me here yet to post..hehehe

I spent the late evening unmoved in front of the PS2..hahahaha.. Went for dinner at this restaurant that i haven't been to for almost years...still the same taste...and spicyy..syyokkk...ahahaha..



Boi boi in a battle with spicy food...muka macam terbakar, sweating like pig, sighing here and there....3 cups of water down di...will he survive after this ??? haahhahahaa...



HAHAHAHAA...good shot...look like ninja turtle...HAHAHAHHAHAHAA :)

So wanted to jam on the weekend to release tension, but san jay couldn't make it but so have to postponed..

Well, back to battle field again tomolo...

take a deep breath first...

k.
nite

Palm Grove Mamak

Bang..teh ais satu !

kasi roti kosong satu, mata kerbau satu, dan ah...ayam goreng satu !

kasi kari dal ya !

introducing :



nice NICE nice !

Big dream ?

KF: hows ur band doing there ?

J: no band man
u got any auditions for vocalist?

KF: u mean band that looking for vocalist ?

J: yup
damn bored nowadays

KF: i dunno of any man.
maybe start ur own band and look for bandmates ?

J : right

KF: much easier like that
or start writing your own materials la

J: im plannin to venture into acting

KF: ooo..where to start ?

J: in hollywood
hehe

KF: so u plan to fly over there? hahaha

J: Yea.

KF: serious ?
dun plan to try out in Malaysia first ?

J : oh well
You guys gonna practice in jamstudio?

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either crap or ..big dream. ! ahha

Opened Coffeeshop

I-Poh duck rice @ Bayu
Lazy Saturday noon having crispy duck skin..wooo...best nya ! 3 of us finish off half duck before the rest arrived..wonder is it scary or normal...well..who cares...hahaha

Secret Recipe @ Tesco
Yes...i ffk-ed. paisehh..ehhehe

Jamstudio @ SS15
Fuck..he is good..jazzy funky basslines..awesome..but i wonder does that changes the feel of the song ? i can't really judge now as the studio equipment and system is sucky to start with.

Can't he hit the drums softer a bit ? i can't hear nuts what im playing. He only managed to get one song sequence correct out of the 4 songs..aii...again..i can't really judge now as the studio equipment and system is sucky to start with.

The lead guitar was cool. But i dun think i can just keep him then kick out the drummer brother rite..hhmm..

It was one of the jamming session that i couldn't wait for it to end..seems like Drye project didn't really work out.. felt like putting it on hold for a while...but funnyhow, both parties msged me after the session saying that it was a cool and good jamming session ..hhmm..i dunno....should i put everything on hold..or should i give today's another try ?

Tai Thong Restaurant @ KL
Congrats Alecz Chan ! still can't believe seeing one of my friend walking down the wedding lane, wonder hows the life going to be for them from now on ? we are the same age and he is stepping into a new stage in life now..upon seeing him and the bride, i wonder whether i should be happy ? hhmm...FYI, it was an "accident" wedding. :p

Qbar @ Sunway
Kinda tempted..but i skipped. Sorry guys..really broke jor...

Tunestone Studio @ Klang
Yeah..a guitarist that spices up the tracks with high flexibility..perfect collaboration !
First time seeing Meng fed up with the bassist.
More riffs and melodic just came like that, experiment sessions. cool !i know we will get there soon.

Squash @ Bayu Villa
Interested but skipped it for some unhappy reasons. Whatever la, i've got over it.

Oldtown Kopitiam @ Bukit Tinggi
Was there alone then start calling up friend. Finally managed to see Su Wah after few months...found out a bit drama and news here and there..hahaha..



A mid 30 or 40 hot aunty that sit two tables opposite us hinting to Su Wah about my "opened coffeeshop"..when she told me and i found out about it...i was so damn embarrasingg...and the hot aunty is still keep staring and smiling cheekly at me...while i zip up my zipper...ishh...and you know what, the hot aunty have been sitting there since i came if im not mistaken...wat the...hahaha



Pizza Hut @ Jusco Bukit Raja
The new Cheesy bite is actually not bad ehh...would like to go for that again. After dinner, I dunno how we end up at a trip to the board games section..later baby and children section..admiring babychairs somemore...ok..something wrong..ahhahaha...

A mamak somewhere @ SS24
Nes'lo ice tasted like hot chocolate..hhmmm...catch up with pepet Eric, the usual guy with the usual complaints..hahahaa
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There goes another weekend ! .... :)

Half month's time

Tunestone studio organiser put us in the list of band to play for end of this month gig...after hearing us jamming...sounds kinda surprised yet hilarious..hahaha..coz personally i think we are not that good yet, and furthermore we dun have enough materials to last through 30 mins...how lehh..but however, we got half a month's time to practise..hahaha..

At least something to look forward end of this month..ehhehee..its Saturday tomolo man ! enjoy guyyss...

Every Fallen Thursday

Damn...i can't get myself to sleep tonight..ish ish...always happened once or twice a month. I had futsal and jamming tonight somemore..damn tired...well, watever...might as well do some writing..

Yeah..im juggling 2 bands now.
I'm doing vocals and a little bit of guitar for this new band..

Every Fallen Thursday

And im beginning to get kinda commited with them. They are nice people, and all of them are friends who love music and got together to form a band..thats the best thing for a band..i wish i was that lucky..but i was never man...ish..but mainly is because there is so much space for me to learn and explore..furthermore..enjoy. We are playing more of mainstream pop rock, punkish alternative genres. 2 materials were done and im happy to fill in the melodic and riffs and vocals. Kinda new to me but fun, and is something i always wanted to try to do. And so glad..they like it ..more than i do..HAHAHAA...ok..i abit SS now ! (Syok Sendiri).. but then..yeah..i agreed with some people who said my vocals will suits more on this kind of songs...hhmm..maybe,

Maybe this could be a better direction for me ? who knows rite..

You know..when everything just got in tune and snap at the same second, I dunno how to describe it..but it was awesome satisfaction feeling..i saw a smile, or rather a hidden grin on the band leader. I know how it feels...to have your very original songs being fully completed after so long. I used to know...yeah...that estacy feeling...yeah...and i still remember how it feels..hahahaa..

What about Drye ?

Yes...Drye has almost recruiting all the new members. Yes...new members...because my bassist suddenly went MIA ( missing in action )...damn..fuck.. im gonna make sure one day he will regret doing this...while the drummer...we still keep in touch. But he is having his SPM this year so alot of restriction from his parents. I told him i gonna find new members, and he is cool with it :)

We will go in studio for first jamming this weekend to see how things goes. I hope this will work out man !

Btw...Drye plays more on progressive rock, heavy stuffs...so its kinda different from Every Fallen Thursday...in terms of acceptance. But whatever..both rocks ! HAHAHAHAHA...ok SS again..hahahahahaha

Well, things just got better...but its still a long way to go man ! i hope it will go far..!

guys...please wait for my next performance ! yeah yeahhh... !

K...my eyes are heavy di...nite nite

Goodbye Prepaid

Finally, i changed to Maxis Postpaid, after few months of procastination..haha

Some drama..
I was at the Maxis branch, asking to change to Postpaid. Check check, then the executive said that my name and profile were blacklisted ! and all is my exact profile details and numbers....and i have an outstanding amount of Rm140+..I was kinda shocked...i asked for the number and it was 017******* (in case Maxis found out this post ..haha..never know mann ) ...year 2003...

Year 2003...that was soooo long ago..but all the while i dun remember registering any numbers..it was prepaid all the while. But then, the number is very familiar, becoz the last four digit, is Wei Loon's car plate number...but i just couldn't remember anything more than that, bcoz i memang never have any registered number before. So anyway, the people there told me they can't do anything about it, i have to refer and talk to the main headquarter. Which luckily, is just in Klang also..hahaha

So on the way there, i called up Wei Loon...talk talk..he dun remember also..but he said sounds familiar...when im almost there, he called back...asking to confirm the number...talk talk...and then...ting* ...found out the time that Timecell was having this promotion, to use the 017 number sim for free ! and i took the number coz it was same with Wei Loon's car plate number..and i did filled up the form with my details...ishh...damn...con man ! ! ishhh...he told me he remembered i used the number to make calls..after that dunno where i throw away the SIM card somemore..hahahahahaha...

So now i got an outstanding amount of Rm140+...ishh...well, was thinking...okla...put up an "innocent" show then at the end pay off only la..in order to register.. *karma..* sigh..haha

So..at the end...to cut long story short...i think i should be award the best actor for the day..HAHAHAHA...innocent + pissed + unbelieveable reactions..hahahaha....and the executive actually believes me...and write off the old blacklisted account..just like that...yea yeahhhh..hahahaha.....and the best thing..i dun have to pay the outstanding amount...hahaha..

Well..in a way i think...Timecell was a so way back then...they dunwanna keep track also i guess...easier for them...good for me too ! hahahaha


I went Redbox from 830 to 3am yday nite..ahhahahaa...Jean's farewell !! take care gal ! work hard and good luck !!!!

me and my determination

when
im different from the world
just so let me be different

holding on
to me
is strong against strong

me
if i feel myself not good enough
if i lie to myself
Even if you don't forgive
i can't forgive too

the most beautiful dream
for sure to be the most crazy
i am my own god
in the place i live

to
my love ones
please be calm
my own stubborness
is my way of kindness
the dirtier my hands
the brighter is my eyes

you don't mind my past
you saw my wings
you said being burned
only then the phoenix appears

anti clockwise direction
is better for flying
im not afraid of millions voices
im just afraid i might give up



me and my last determination
tighten up my fist
never ever to let go
next stop
would it be heaven ?
even if we've dissappointed
never to lose your hope

me and my high pride determination
screaming on top of my lungs
this time
be crazy with yourself
just this one time
me and my determination

Mayday's mode

Why am i having this fishy feeling now ?

Could it be its monday tomolo ? ishh..where's my motivation...i should feel more contented actually..

Borrowed this compilation of Mayday's song from fatty. I just realised i missed out so much of their nice songs..and they are keep improving...damn...and their laid back, simple lyrics will just make senses in somewhere somehow and hits you right there...motivates you, telling you stories..about life..love...i can't help it but learn to sing all the songs..really..almost all the songs...ish..

Saturday :

I didn't managed to sleep till noon. Was dragged up an hour earlier to go for lunch at Pyramid@ KimGary with the Kurakura's. Grumpy mode. But i think must be the newly renovated environment, and atmosphere there...the food is nice..the crowd is nice...or maybe its Saturday..everyone looks happy..so do i..hehehe :)



condensed milk layered ? wooo...!!



Done some window shopping then Keong and YoonSing's birthday treat, seafood dinner at Pulau Carrey..hahahaha..really nice food ! yumm...except maybe the crab is dissappointing..ehhehe..and check out the self made "porno" cake below !!!!! ..hahahaa..Thought the seafood dinner was a nice one...this surprise "birthday cake" was something new !! hahahahahahahahaa..

talk about innovativee..and..kinky..haha



although alot of old classmates and friends came..but somehow, i didn't really get to catch up with most of them..just a word or 2 and thats it..well, i blame it at the table i was sitting, all around are the usual gang i hang out with..hahaha...

Sunday :

was supposed to go for dimsum breakfast...i ffked..
was supposed to go for swimming in the noon...i ffked..
was supposed to go for squash in the evening...i ffked...
was supposed to go for ktv at night...they ffked...

Well, managed to catch up for dinner with the kurakura's. Nice food again..yumm ! got a msg from jamtankers, and managed to join Baltimore and gang for a jamming session after that

By the way..i met up with few new friends last week..but i doubt if i've ever see them anytime soon...hahaha..dun ask me why i think like that...But then, its always nice meeting new friends :)

So who wanna date me ? just call 012 3710652 ... HAHAHAHAA !

9975

She had to come out from the car in order to reach and insert the ticket..hahahahaha

watch your back

2:30am..
im hungry..i decided to go out to get something to eat...
it wasnt the first time i was hungry at odd hours...
my dad doesn't like me eating maggie mee..
he rather i go eat something else outside..

I open and reverse the car out...
while reversing out from the gate...
i thought i saw a little girl figure...
at the right side road...
just a flash..
i think so...
coz when im done reversing facing the road..
i see nothing...
i see branches of leaves of my garden sticking out...

i step on the oil pedal..
suddenly a cold chill ran down my spine...
then it struck me..
it is 60 days this year...
it was 2:30am...
....

The road was quiet..
unusually maybe usually...
suddenly i feel..
dunno...
some sort of presence...
the loud radio is not helping...
i know my mind can be very imaginative...
i twist away the back mirror...
to the side...

I came to a traffic light..
it was red light..
but i ran through it...
then i remembered the sayings...
that you may ran over "them" on red lights at night...
i feel really one kind...
the presence is still there..
and now this guilty feeling...
the loud radio is not helping...

I can't help..
but keep checking out the back seats..
everywhere..
i keep feeling one kind..
like a presence..
or a force..
like as in something will approach me from behind..
crawling from behind..
hiding from behind..
touch me..
...

the loud radio is really not helping...

I decided to cut short and turn back...
the way back really freaks me..
the road were unusually empty and lonely..
where are the cars... ???
the 3 mins drive back seems forever...
the presence can kill me...
behind..
behind..
from behind..
don't touch me..
im sorry...
please...
im on the verge of...
suffocating...

the last left turn to my house...
should i check out the spot of the little girl flash again...
and i did..
there was nothing there..
thanks..
i press on the gate controller...
gates open and i drives in...
another flash..
on the white walls..
what it is..
no..i dun bother think..
the presence is still there...
im breaking down...
i just park the car...
off the engine and went in my house...

Once i was in the house..
i dun feel it anymore...
i dunno what is it...
but i know i want to write this down...
it freaks me out...
why..i dunno why..

laugh at me and call me a fool..
i know my imagination is working overtime

but...
Im just glad im back home..
Im just glad i didnt encounter anything...

I think im gonna leave the lights on tonight...

always remember to watch your back...

Let it be

whatever happens...
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